|silly pokpok with ugly feet.

evan kellyn and some others went clubbing afterall. thought they wouldn't go. in the end they did. ohh well, i hoped they had fun. stupid potato has swollen feet now. got me kinda shocked when she stormed in the room and showed me her poor feet. smiles* [it isn't me all right. you should have talked to the mozzies.] laughh* had to take care of evan. she's lying on bed now. hopefully sound asleep. took of her pants for her. prepared a glass of warm water, just in-case she needed it. silly boy. you look cute when you're asleep la bro.

sighh.

kellyn's heart beat was really fast. like. thumping hard. was smoking at the usual corner when she came. wearing.. her stupid silly gown,dress, whatever it is. haha. looking as though she just attended a wedding instead of clubbing. she still looks as... dunno la. so clubbing wasn't as fun today. i'm sure one day. soon. you'll have the time of life all right? went out to the pantry with her. that stupid potato actually "stole" a dustbin from the room opposite hers and used it as a basin. how silly can she get. haha. filled the bin for her with luke-warm water. got her a glass of warm water as well. worried, still, about her heartbeat and her elephant legs. sighh* i'm sorry la. made sure she made it to the toilet in one piece before heading to the room. and prayed that she'll sleep well tonight. yeah.

met granny about 4am in the morning yesterday. upset and disappointed with myself that i had to keep her awake till then. i knew she fell asleep on the couch while waiting for me. my heart ached badly. and.....weren't there. missed her badly. miss that silly mole on her left cheek. stupid old woman. haha. could remember the 1st thing she offered me was coffee. that would explains why i love coffee so much. the influence. i miss those time popo. i really do. she doesn't look as chubby. she lost a lot of weight. too much weight in my eyes. sighh* she saw my tattoo, the way i looked, my dressing and everything and cried. asked me if it was because of her thats why i became like this. no. it wasn't. i sat on the floor. right infront of her. telling her.. don't cry. sighh* silly old woman. uncle actually gave me some cash. for my birthday present? i don't know. was it even from him? i had second thoughts. granny treated both mae and evan to breaky. haha. i had coffee again. worried about her health and all cause the whole age factor was clear that it was catching up with her. sighh* popo. you know i love you right?


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zheng ge hua mian shi ni xiang ni xiang de shui bu zhao
zui du du na ke ai de mo yang hai you zai ni shen shang xiang xiang de wei dao
wo de kuai le shi ni xiang ni xiang de du hui xiao
mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao( mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao duo fan nao)
mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao( mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao duo nan ao)
chuan guo yun ceng wo shi zhao nu li xiang ni ben pao
ai cai song dao ni que yi zai bie ren huai bao
jiu shi kai bu le kou rang ta zhi dao
wo yi ding hui he hu zhao ni ye dou ni xiao
ni dui wo you duo zhong yao wo hou hui mei rang ni zhi dao
an jing de ting ni sa jiao kan ni shui zhao yi zhi dao lao
jiu shi kai bu le kou rang ta zhi dao
jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju wo ban bu dao
zheng ke xin xuan zai ban kong wo zhi neng gou yuan yuan kan zhao
zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao dan na ge ren yi jing bu shi wo

--ian